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Recently i listen to mandarin songs more than jpop and jrock, i dont know what makes me listen to mandarin songs, but i think the main reason is i know how to read chinese word instead of hiragana. Also some of the reason that I have an intention to collect the old mandarin songs i like so much, so i listen to them quite often recently. Also, maybe my pc contains too much of eng songs, mandarin songs, jpop( no need to say la) so i want to listen all of them and starts to realize their lyrics existence in the songs. Although i listen to jpop much but mostly i have to find the translation for the lyrics. Maybe recently i use TTPlayer much so i able to find lyrics in an easy way ^^.

I realize some songs which are not so popular are meaningful for their lyrics. Many of the popular songs although nice melody but carry meaningless lyrics. This same as jpop and jrock, but not meant to all of the songs la XD. Nice songs, i keep, lame songs, very sorry la XP…

I wonder what would my life be without music. I tested myself before during my training for the National Service, that moment I very seldom contacted with music, so… i think it would be no harm for me. But then, i think that listen to music is a leisure relaxation for me, although i used my laptop and my lovely headset to listen songs only… Dive into the songs, and feel the songs, thats the point of being relax ^^

In this world, music dominates this 21st century especially when the music industries grows huge recently because of many many media that can play music everywhere you are and even where ever you are. So, have you wondered if you can listen all songs around the world, it would be a great success if you can do that. But i think, it is almost impossible… We probably cant listen all the songs we want to, but we can select the one we like and let them be part of our life, thats my point of view for enjoying the music. You like the music, and the fact is you like it, and no one can deny it. Just listen to the correct songs, and im sure it will make your life better and colorful^^

Hmm…craps here LOLz…~ anyway makes today better to get for the best for tomorrow ^^

Currently listening to : 新興宗教楽団NoGoD - あの日の空は極彩で

mood: relax, fresh mind, light mood, steady.

bloggyphine.

Lately i felt the need to blog, i don't know why, maybe I'm starting to know myself better that i shouldn't be that lazy and also being a time wiser, also being someone who doesn't procrastinate.

Few days left before reaching 1st & 2nd of April which is the date I'm afraid the most because it will be the days for my assignment submission period. Until now, i just completed almost 65% of my overall assignments. And now its already 28-03-09. And yet i still have some activity to join, hmm…

I try to sleep just enough, use the shortest time to do a thing in effective way. Not to waste any minute even seconds. Eat more, just the way to get some ‘leisure relaxation’ for me. ‘ Yam cha’ recently already be my favourite past time to share thoughts with friends, talk with friends in a relaxing state. What a leisure relaxation…

Yesterday while I was singing a song, suddenly i wish to quote something bear in my mind during my singing…

没有学问，啊。。。无脸见爹娘。

I think i quote from an old song that we used to sing during our childhood. Try to think im sure you knew what song that i meant. Anyway, that sentence became clearer in my mind, so i was stunned by a second, and think what is that sentence about. I think i have thought something…although it is just a simple sentence, but most of the time, we forgot the simplest things that we used to be…

Tonight is the night of 60 Earth Hour, at 830pm, lasts for an hour, for me, i will shut down my pc…and let the earth enjoy the peace for being ‘a lower electric energetic state’. Im not sure whether my university will join this campaign but I just do what i can do. Hope i will not forget that earth hour.

We are human, today we may be a good person, tomorrow we might be a bad man. Today we can be lazy, but will be a enthusiasm person in everything in the next day. What type are you depends on what you think of what you want to be. No one knows what you want to be, no one knows what are you the next day. You are the sign board, only the signboard assigned by you will drive you to the destination where you want to be.

You conclude yourself, i have no idea at all…^^ yet today is a great day to begin with^^

Currently listening to ガゼット - Without a Trace

mood: energetic, happy, glad, cheerful…^^

Tired…really…x2

Recently im really tired like hell, its not because of a bunch of books needed to study at once, but the lack of time managing my stuffs, such as arranging meeting for assignments, and also some time needed to do my homework. But mostly the most difficult part is meeting for completing a certain task.

I think it was the day before yesterday, i was totally exhausted and hmm…ive slept for 20 hours for that day, but not continuously la… and then the next day indeed energetic but my energy was used in compiling darn programming assignment. I hate that because i don't know much of it, and I have to spend lots of time to understand it and then apply it. It is not hard actually, just that it takes time for me to do that assignment. aih…~

2nd thing is - math quiz, which i don't really take much time to prepare it as I'm kinda lazy to have a kick-start with it although the quiz just takes only 2 chapters. But finally i kick-started already, but maybe im too late to get ready for the quiz as i just started doing the revision at the night before the quiz on the morning after that night. LOLz… so lastly, i ended up a chapter only, and…during the quiz, pathetically, i knew to answer half of the paper only, that is so called stupid la LOLz… (maybe i should see through the next chapter, perhaps i knew how to do it…) anyway, just a reminder for myself not to kick start a task in such 11th hour.

Now, it rains…for me, raining period at evening time gives you a relaxing moment for staying calm at home, then just thinking nothing but just listening to the sound of drops hit every objects on ground. But now its around 630pm, the atmosphere is totally cold, quiet, relaxing moment, but still im thinking of my assignments that haven't settled yet. I want to move on, but in slow pace, really… I was thinking the date of all assignment submission date is going to cut down day by day. And, i know i cant just leave a slow pace for myself. I try to strive hard for everything i grab in my hand. I wont let it be unless i want it to be. So now, im sitting in front of my pc at my room, listening to some songs. Although im kinda sleepy now, but i try to arrange my time using my kokonut. Just hope that tomorrow will be better ^^

So, strive hard for everything so not leave any regrets…~^^

Currently listening to ClearVeil – REBORN (new album) - Iro No Kaketa Sakura

mood: tired, steam, sleepy, miserable, confuse, afraid…

Hmm..miserable~

Long time dint write an article till now since the final day of my exam. Hmm.. nowi think i have to ended my "job" as the Freeman, Ive found a job and it will be not as bad as i think. Im gonna serve people as a waiter. As usual, anxiety comes before the real thing happens and this is the real me. Im always worry about something yet to be happen and always thinking of the worse scenario. OMG, im so pessimistic ... I dont know why also... It seems a fine job for me but it needs lilttle skill being the waiter. For me, it is a first time job and also...a new experience for myself and this is what i need. But i have some doubtful thoughts sometimes... maybe I dont have the confidence for this. But anyway, "Try first, if dont like then toss it" this is my principle flowing in my mind while choosing some songs LOLz...but for this job, i think im gonna go for a many tries. Not to give up so early or too soon.

My heard seems a maze like, i was the pacman inside and still seeking the way to end the game, and still seeking the way. Perhaps till tomorrow when i go to work, I will be the pacman who found out the sun or moon or stars leads me to the exit. Now, perhaps i shouldnt too upset or too worry about something. I always told myself everything will go fine, as always it goes fine...but I hope it really goes fine as i expected ...

Hmm...hope i will have a good time working there. It supposed an opportunity for myself to try something new, but also I have to give the confidence to them and also myself, at least for a chance for both to try... LOLz... im crapping lots huh... seems tomorrow I will have more thoughts to write over here.

Anyway, even though i will be working on the time that everyone off-work, but also have to work...at least the first day though... so I have to ganbantte neh... good day everyone^^

Hmm...quick quack...

Its been sometime that Ive strive for everything just for a simple reason, to do well in the exam- STPM. Just recently i put lots of efforts in every subjects although i am sitting just 4 test papers. Its been a harsh time for me, since there are lots of things to follow up and non-stop-ly , and continuously and also working hard every moment, although im not a working machine with 24/7 all time "ON" but most of the time would be spent on studies although not much hours in a single day. But it might enough for me, i think so, and maybe it is enough, or maybe it will not enough much for me to sit for the ultimate exam.

Now, the day and night time before the very last paper, Physics Paper 2. This paper is my only and just only hope for the rest of the subjects since the other subjects that i took was counted "sink"... means doom and i didn't do well indeed. So, I did not admit I practice lots for this subject but just hope that I can do well, and hopefully can get a good result for this subject ^^

Now mood seems a little bit blue, I don know whether want to continue to strive for the last paper or just to take it easy, both of the methods i tried before and the results sometimes very "shit"... And now I just take the time before going to bed to write a bit journal about the whole 30-day time before the exam and now, Hmm... It might be a long story, but now most importantly just to leave an entry here.

Anyway, Ive done the very best to myself, even though it came out silly questions I also undoubtful about anything, just can admit that I didnt prepare enough for the exam. But most important is I GOTTO DO THE BEST for tomorrow's paper ^^

That's all for now, and good luck man, and good day^^

Im losing myself...

Probably you will find that what im saying now kinda weird, but i just don't know have the idea to guide me to write about myself- perhaps a bit specify- my feelings... LOLz, perhaps i just can laugh out loudly for now, but not later... Hmm...where should I start my story??? I think i don have the need to be a story teller, just felt that lately im losing myself...

Be specify, you can see im smiling, laughing, enjoying... but when im alone, im kinda upset. I know the reason, but just kept it secretly... And im losing a routine activity lately, and it makes me kinda hectic, and sometimes... i cant concentrate though...

Probably an odd feeling though...

...what i do, what i say and what i think the name of my every actions in front of the noun I should add a substituent named 'mis'...

HHmm...sometimes I just dont understand myself, i keen to be a procrastinate person since this year. I cant manage to complete even a single task given, say truthfully... its kinda pathetic, im tryin to curb my silly procrastinate thingys, but I just redundant to do it... AHHH...help me...

This kind of life really is not the real me, help me... im drowning...

Erm...just thinking of something actually... nothing special though...at least felt relief for now...

*currently listening to Jacky Cheung- 心如刀割

WAO!!! great day man^^

Ok, it was the sunday early morning and I was concious around 515am, and ready for the ultimate run with my new shoe keke. Then after fetching my friend, we departed the destination around 630am, and stayed there like a nooby for an hour and then the race havent started yet swt...but to delayed the starting time.... but then "PANG (gun shots)" then the race started....

I was running smoothly and constantly...kinda great feeling though. Then, kept running, kept running. I tried to maintain my running speed and my breathing, and tried to run, run run, never stop....YEAP, i made it, along the whole journey i only stopped 4 times keke...it was not bad liao actually keke... and somemore, I wasnt exhausted but my leg muscles damn pain maybe due to some extreme exercise few days ago T.T but nvm d...its ok d ler...and I managed to complete the course around 22-30 minutes ler...keke, neeed to try hard next time keke...

That's all, my passion to run, to test my determination, to test my endurance from becoming an easier-getting-loser person, and also to test my will power to conquer something.

So, run is for health but NOT run away from problems because it was only for noob only, and also, do not procrastinate to do something...it will destroy you...and you...and you........only...keke.... Good day then~

Hmm...interesting day though, but need to be prudent, frugal and provident???

Ok, its a wonderful Saturday morning, i had a great kickstart of course and then I had my breakfast, then it was the time to go out again, for what leh? Hmmm... to redeem my T-shirts for the next day's marathon and of course to get myself a pair of nice running shoe. I have been wanted to buy myself a new shoe for running since the day I bought a rm12 shoe which also not bad but also not the best one accompanied my running mostly everytime. And I think it is the time I need to purchase a new pair of shoe and let the old one "retire" hehe...

So then I went to PM, after redeeming my shirts with my friends, then head to some shops to ask for some great shoes, shocking me, a pair of good running shoe at least cost you a purple-bluish-$$$. Hmm... but then those shoes were too expensive for me, but then when i got into a shop and a salesgirl intro me a pair of shoe, which was Nike, but kinda cheap la, cost around 100+ and .............. I bought it LOLz...when i got home, i looked at it and it looked great to me, but I have a thought that maybe it will be fake or original one, so I took a search on net, Hmmm....it was a fruitless search actually, you know why???? Because the design couldnt be found in the official website nor the shopping list. But maybe its 1/2 ori 1/2 fake LOLz....coz nike got no additional design on its product but mine one had. But its fine to me...as long as it was a great one.

SO, should I need to be prudent, frugal and provident??? I don know, I just think it was worth it for me, as it would last longer ( and i also hope it will)... ^^~

My mind=miserable, many "why-s", odd feelings, many flashbacks

Today i should say that it was a long-waited day. It would be a great day for me and hoping something good happened. And the day had started, it started fine with a shine and active morning. And it was 1230pm, thats the time I was going out. Luckily, my friend fetched me there. The best part later went on.

Firstly, we headed to Queensbay as we knew, we would skate there. I promised a friend that I would skate with her, but don know I was kinda "handgun" or that shit "ego-ness" which my old sickness came back seek me, and I refused to skate. Moreover, i was reluctant to make any choices either going for a movie or just skating. Things went kinda "stupid" i should said, and I was decided to skate and my friend whom i promised to teach her skate went for a movie. OMG...this was so "D4Mn-5hi7"... I din know what went through my mind. I felt it wasn't myself, and I couldn't think rationally and I was the dumiest thing i ever done since...the day my fever burnt my neuro system inside my brain. So, i just went inside and skate, but for my surprise, I managed to skate well, but the pity thing was, i couldn't get the chance to teach her. T.T . Cherish to me...not a good circumstance at all. And it wasn't a great moment for me even I could skate well. So 2-3 hours after that, we went out from the skating field and met them to proceed our 2nd programme- go Gurney to watch Jay Chou's new movie- Secret.

So when we got there, to my surprise, I felt like me again. But without noticing the circumstance, my sickness seek me again, that silly "ego-ness" made me like a "lan-see" person again, and make myself felt so so reluctant to talk with her. Cherish again to me... So we went for dinner, again I din sit with her but sit behind her, and also the stupidity me din talk to her again. I din know why but i just felt a lil bit so called- jealousy. Maybe this jealousy arose inside me because she keen to talk with her friends but not me. Ah...heartbreak, what to do...just wait for opportunity.

So movie time, we sat down in the 12th cinema and who knows, the sound system was great, at least it din let me down again. So Jay Chou's movie started shown. I was watching the movie and at that moment i was so so intro the movie. I was so seldom watching this kind of movie at cinema but none of this time. It was a weird feelings to me. I din know why this movie had touched me so much. I suddenly thought of many many things. As now, I have thousand of words but it was so hard for me to express it all right now. I was so speechless now for my feelings, I could feel but none of you. And the first time I had such miserable mind, thoughts, and ...speechless me... The movie was great, I should tell you it was great, it wasn't because it was produced by Jay Chou but it was just great that i din expect it to be such great. It tremendously nice and my mind was captured inside the story, tell you what...i seldom been captured by a certain movie but this the odd one. I just like Wong Chou Sang starring this movie, he was just a great father in that movie. So about rating this movie, i would give 8/10.

Later when I got home, i was totally surprised as my parents had not made any dissatisfaction on me, and i din know whether it was a good thing or not. But to myself I felt kinda regret. So, when i turned on the tv, I just noticed today there was a movie gonna screened that is- K19: The Widow maker. In the beginning I din enjoy this movie much, but later on watching it, i felt it was great as it continues on and on. This movie aspired me, what was so called heroes and what could we do in a circumstance that we totally have no other ways but just only and the only way to do it. So if for you, what would you do??? The movie would be boring for you, but not for me as I watched it throughly. The brave comrades inside the sub carries their duties and courages among themselves to repair the valve of a water cooler, and all of them who entered the radiation room was radiated by the Uranium ray and got contaminated and causing vomits, and body physical weakness. So, many things happened inside the sub and, the captain of the sub had to make hard decision to maintain his crew's life as the radiation inside the sub was getting higher and higher. So, what was so called hero?? The crew inside the sub finally safe, but all of them were later isolated and were "checked" by the military. And really they din know the circumstances inside the sub and couldn't make the precise and accurate verdict to sentence them. So, only heroes were called and remembered inside the crew's inside the sub for those who had sacrificed themselves. Sometimes, what you did some other people wouldn't know but just the people were in the same circumstance as you. So, am I getting better now??? Actually , at least better than just now.

To conclude, it was a wonderful day though. A sweet, pity, sour, sad, touching, resourceful day. So, I would like to share a term with you all, that is- please use your freedom well because you are a free person, and you can do anything but not exceed a certain limits. So own your freedom well.

Thank you, and I think this was the longest article I ever written, just thought that today I learnt and noticed many things. Was it a good thing??? I din know, if you read it, you can give some advice, or think that it was just a crap article, but...who cares, its my blog though...

So, have a great day and have a better tomorrow ^^

A great day indeed keke ^^#

Why i said today was a great day??? It was because today i got to wake up early in the morning and go to youth park and started my run. Again, it was a 7km marathon, and I had boosted myself actually the day before, as little warm up hopefully could differ a better performance for today.

So the sun rose, then I started my own way to run my track. In the beginning it was a smooth and constant speed running, but in the mid way, my stamina dropped, LOLz...i don know why but i think i wasn't fit enough for a whole non-stop marathon run. But luckily i managed to complete the circuit and it wasn't 7km though but just 5 or more... So i completed in around 20 min time. I wasn't bad and wasn't the best after all since many people completed the race earlier than me T.T But not bad la for a rookie like me who seldom uses legs nowadays for "traveling".

So, after that i went to school with a friend of mine. Actually is she, she used to be my net friend, then went to school to see the school which was organizing the 90th Anniversary of Foundation. So we went there and saw those exhibition thingys. It was kinda fun since I seldom been to see these exhibition thingys, it was a resourceful "trip" indeed. Too bad couldn't get my friend home, but at least we managed to catch a coach then let her on the coach while i was the 2-wheel-vehicle on my way home. By the time i got home, now i realize what is so called -"steam" and sleepy. Just couldn't stand it and it seemed like I was in a wave, propagates in the air and feeling like being push from my back. So what should i do?? - bed la of coz ^^

So....at evening till night nothing interesting happened actually, just a rest then rest then study...routine life cycled on.

* A stupid man like me who gets up to blog while on my way to Holland*

Long time no blog.. until now...

Oh my my...its been a long time i didnt visit my own blog, and also didnt blog for a month. But now Im feeling I got lots of stuffs to be shared with. A month passed so fast that I didnt notice it had been December now. In November it was a nice month as I sat for exam, and now I got the result. What surprise me was I did well in certain subjects and also did badly in other subjects. >.<# And next year I hope and a fun year of studying will be.

PC Fair again held in PISA, and again caught consumers' attention and got a huge crowd just in 3 days time. Everytime it is crowded and so do I, joining to crowd. This time, I prefer to buy myself a nice woofer, in the midyear of 06 I've aimed some nice-affordable-great woofer. But kinda bad I planned to purchase it in the end of year since that there will be another fair in that moment. So the time has come and I bought myself a Philips MS430 2.1 woofer. And of course it costs me around 200+ bucks, with some goodies keke. And Im totally falling in love with it, and so I brought home with my sweet one. ^^ And preparing to give a try on its "powerful" bass and the sound quality. And it shows a good result to me, since its also a new speaker to me. But then I tried several times in different place especially in my room and I tried several ways adjusting the satelite and the amplifier. Once I adjusted the correct position, I knew I had bought a "moster" home. What shocked me was - the bass that really shakes the whole world. Even you could feel the vibration of the floor and also the thingys around you. AND... I just tuned 1/2 of the bass configuration. And volume only 3/4... Hmm...really shocks me...

But anyway, hope it will be a nice holiday for me then wish you all also can be as happy as i am now. But in fact I felt so empty for the pass few weeks ago. But now Im ok, but still need to "fix" myself to be a better myself... OK just for now chao~ ^^~

wah...stress and interesting day^^

Today, i woke up early in the morning around 7am, after taking breakfast then go to my friend's house to return him some anime^^- Conan one hehe... So i rode motor there near Komtar there, and returned him the vcd. And after that I went home, but not a while I have to rush to library for a group study. 1030am- 2.00pm studied in an air conditioned room, surely stressed me out, because im so not used to the air condition surroundings. But after 3 hours study, I went home by car, but then something interesting happened. When i wanted to drive my car out from the lot, a car came in the opposite direction toward me, but nevermind, HE/SHE STILL MOVED FORWARD TO MY DIRECTION!! and showed no mercy to give me a way to pass it although his site got lots of spaces but my car was situated in a one-lane-small-road, so, seemed that I have no idea so I just could reverse my car until the very end of the road to let them pass. OMG...its totally hillarious when i was removin my car to backward, the opposite car still moved towards me like pushing me away, omg...

Then when i reached home, i was totally tired and I have to fetch my sis to tuition after being at home around an hour. But rained again, so I just could use car to fetch her. Then, after a journey to the destination, I was so so tired even could feel asleep while sitting. So i spent half and an hour to take a nap because later at 6pm i have to go out somemore to hang out with friends. A busy moement again for me, fetching friends and also going for dinner. Guess what, I went to Padang there, and there was no Lok Lok for us to take, lolz... so no idea we had to change avenue to Pulau Tikus there, so finally got Lok Lok there, and we spent almost 2 hours there, and also we had a great time there. 8 persons consumed around 80+sticks lolz...

So, the night was still young for us so we've decided to go to cyber cafe for games. LOLz...firstly we had CS, then o2jam, then Ricochet....what a nice game^^ I didnt expect that I would get the most kills in Ricochet MHUHAHA.... so after spending around 2 hours there, we went to take some dessert near our residential area, of course we had some great pics and laughter moments there^^. This gathering was special because 2 of my friends who went back for holiday from outstation join us for the dinner^^. Of course, we had a great time there and it was so fun since we didnt enjoy ourselves much since we graduated from secondary school. Many of my friends went to study in other states and sometimes cant manage to meet them so frequently.

So, a memorable moment was today^^ Fun and precious laughter moments^^ So, wish you all the best friends^^

An interesting day^^

Today its been a great day for me, espcially i could spend most of the time with my family^^, truely said that i seldom hanging out with my family, because im more likely to love home hehe. So this morning, we went to had breakfast near city there, we took koay teow th'ng. A nice meal since we took it last month...>.<# So later we went home and no longer later we headed on Prangin Mall, we went there because my dad wanted to buy something for himself. So we had Tom Yam there as lunch and we shopped for 3 hours i think. WOW, exhausted...and of course kinda fun also^^. So later we went home again to have home made meal of course ^^.

So, later they went out again, but this time I would stay at home doing my own stuff. So, its my world again, opening loud volume for my lovely songs and of course, enjoy myself^^. But something unfortunate happened- my pc was restarted ion a sudden. I was so shocked just now, because i didnt come across this error quite a long time. But nevermind as I thought it would be a problem to open BT for a long time. So i just leave it, but then, my wins XP was restarted twice the time, then i felt curious about it. Then... when i checked for the problem, it really became a problem indeed- it kept restarting again and again, and I felt it didnt work fine, so I spent most of the time back-up-ing my files and also songs and dramas. Spending much of the time doing those stuffs made my didnt have the dare to surf the net to avoid the wins from restarting, and caused me a lot of unconvinient. So....all went fine also hehe...all were back-up-ed already^^

So it seemed a pretty fine day for me ...so hows yours?? Hope you can have a great day...^0^

Fun of course tired...................

Today was a big day for me as today was a tuition-free day, and of course I went back to my sunday school, hm...a bit disappointed and also quite surprise. But after being there an hour, I had to go to Gurney Plaza for movie, World Trade Centre. It's totally tested my patient for a new movie because i could get the seats for the movie for free hehe. Then going for the movie, and who knows, IT WAS A GREAT ONE....so touching in the end, and i rather like the plot of the story. Then when we finished our movie, we had some acrade games with 3 of my friends, and we had a great time there , and it was the time we went for lunch, and while we're heading to take our vehicle, a heavy downpour came. T.T but we had to wait for the rain to stop, then as the downpour became smaller, then we headed to our destination, who knows it became heavier and heavier, but we had not chance but to get there as soon as possible.

So and so, we went to Penang road, the massive people-vehicle congestions almost caused us wont have the chance to look around but to pay more attention on the road. So we stoped our vehicle on the road side and started to find something to fill in our stomach. So finally we had our lunch at a nasi kandar stall, Kayu...HOLY SHIT>>> damn expensive than others....erm..im sure you got what i meant, its totally cut your throat into several pieces... ah....TxT aih... but nvm, at least i know the popular stall are mostly cut throat hehe... so after a meal, back to home...

it's a fun day and of course a tiring day for me, but it's been a long time that I didnt enjoy it that much, although it was quite money & time wasting, but at least i would have the chance hanging out with my friends...so what again??? hope you guys have a great day^^ and forever~~

btw~ i've downloaded much albums, and IM SO HAPPY ^&^

G.R.E.A.T.Z.

Today was Saturday and of course it was also a schooling day, but today i supposed feeling not willing to go to school, but going to school brought me something new. That was I found something special also^^...on what i got was a secret hehe. And then, today went for a hair cut, who knows, I think I had a nice hair cut and I received praisings from my sister and of course my mother^^. Hope it will be great after waxing it...then, just now i tried downloading some songs from the forum using Megaupload, in fact im not really like MU because it was sorta annoying and it requires you to install its toolbar to enable you to download file from their server. So, all the way i didnt download it, but just now I could download it, WOOT...so surprisingly, and the download rate was fast^^, so today I managed to download some great albums that i've waited for a long time...oh gosh...this was so greatz...as I enjoyed listening songs much than ever... So dont you agree that?? As well as surfing for forum is good also, as it is a great sourceful place for everything. So, i was having a great day, and of course the next day i will be going for a great movie, so called "WTC", so...just as usual also, have a nice day^^

Yosh!!! it's been a great day since that moment...

First thing first... YEAZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I never such delightful before since undergoing almost a week depression, I dont know the main cause but Im alright now, because I have found something precious to me last time and also now. I found a forum Z-D forum^^ a totally a community for jpop, kpop, and cpop lovers to know more about the album releases and also the only that make ease for the members to download the songs. I worked so hard finding my beloved jpops, and finally I found one of them,ahh...i felt so relief now. The forum was down in the past February i think due to excess web storage bandiwidth and cause the forum had to pay lots for the huge bandiwidth, but now i think it's reopen again...wao!! that's so so so cool again. Finally can download great songs easily again^^

And something else, today i went to buy a racket for myself, although all rackets seems expensive, but the quality depends on the price of the product. Like last time I bought a cheap one for myself and only a shot, - it's broken. LOLz... so i spent almost hundred for the racket and just hope it can last long, and not easily spoilt.

Today was quite a busy day for me, I rode motor all the time this day. From morning went out then afternoon then went for soccer, all i have to do was driving a long distance to reach my destiny, that's all. But it was kinda fun as i can enjoy the joyful ride but i didnt speed though...^^ So seldom studied for today, although today is a holiday for me...but...nevermind...but also concern about my schoolwork as the final year exam is just around the corner and i havent prepared much about it, and of course i will easily get doom..."delay..." always bear in my mind and i think it should be erased AQAP!!... because of this type of thinking, it will cause me a lot of problems for my studies and also part of my life time... oh my...i craps lot today...ok just for today and wish good luck to you all^^ KITA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

High and low just in sometimes...

I've felt quite depressed lately, just because not my school work but i just have a feeling that something or some part is disappearing in my life, im not sure what did happen to me, but i feel so unnatural lately. Hmm...just maybe after ive watched a jdorama so called "densha otoko (train man)". I love the series much because it happened just like me last time. But I love the story because it is indeed like a fairy tale in the reality world, it is hard to admit that it wont happen in daily life but sometimes we will find a hard time to find a suitable life-time partner. S

Sometimes I felt upset, but i dont know why, and sometimes i felt something is empty inside me. Ive almost done everything to cover it up, but its still the same thing. But something really obvious to me is that everytime I enjoyed watching the series, I was indeed enjoyed it, but after watching it...i felt sadly, maybe i just also want to be like him lolz...just because im also still single though. But ive tried to make my life as interesting as possible. But seems that im going to miss that series because it only left 1 episode that i havent watched...seems that i really dont want to watch it because i dont want it just ends like that. Am i a -ve thinker or just +ve thinker apart this matter??? Im also not sure. But seems that I have to end it soon because the longer i postpone for watching the series, the more anxious i am. So.....

ok..that's all for today, just felt free only to post something...all right have a good day then ^^

Hmm...only a moment only...>.<#

A normal day for me of course, but today seems a little bit special, today after going for tuition class then i straightly went back home instead of going somewhere else. Hmm... its the first time for me to go home such early. Then, first thing first, EAT!!! I was so starving that moment that I could take 2 times the meal that moment. Then I went for my essay writing and took a nap of course. And then went to my grandma's house. But after that , me and my family went for dinner, and the moment we had our dinner, we walked to the car park. What made me curious was the moment I saw 3 persons who are "visionless" and had the difficulties to cross along the road, they really cross the road with sticks with them, and 3 of them were helping each other and cover each other to make it to the opposite road bank. Their determination to cross the road was so strong and attract my attention. A motor with high speed passed by and they sensed it and they step backward for safety. Then they continue to make their way to opposite site. My mother saw it and told me to give them a hand, I was in hesitation and answered my mom " ah? er...ok" I wanted to go to help them and once i move some steps toward them, they managed to cross the road safely. I felt relief they crossed the road, but something suddenly pop-up in my mind. I was thinking that why i was in hesitation in the moment i want to give aid to other people??? Am i dont have the will to help??? or Am i to coward to move forward to give people a hand??? OR am i too unconfidence to help???...Many questions suddenly pop-up in my mind and I just cant have the way to answer those enquiries. But what really remind me always is "take care of our eyes as its the only vision we have, once loss it, we will live in dark". This quote always remind me to take care of my eyes as I get through some though days few years ago as i have some tiny problem about my eye. But as a conclusion, I wont be in hesitation next time when people need help or they didnt mention also. And Im willing to help out if there who needs help from me. Thanks...and take care^^

UN-satisfaction...darn it...

There arent much things surprised me lately, but just something made me very frustrated recently. Firstly, I failed in my motorcycle test which made me need to take a retest, and as a consequence I have to be in that same place again which i dislike much. Then, secondly my school works. It has been a few months since i entered the form 6 which is a whole new schooling environment, the main things that really makes me frustrated is about my enquiry about learning to be a better mine. But I got the idea on how to proceed it but Im lack of determination to continue what ive planned to do as i planned. Thirdly, the school donations thingys. It really made me crazy recently as I need to go out myself to collect the fund, darn it. It was quite a time wasting and of course a way of energy wasting. Im not saying it was a bad things or it was a bad task that we've taken but in fact it was quite hard for is to reach the "quota" that we need to. Conversely, if can I would really put some money in it and just hand it to the school authority. But, it really exhausting doing this stuffs indeed. Whatever... darn it I wrote this... damn so unsatisfied with these piss thingys...

Continuous...like a day...

Tues- It was a normal day for me again, and i was kept thinking of something, chance of riding on a motor, myself one hehe. But then , I need to be more patient as my motorcycle wont be arrived as early as they promised to me. But i know i can just have to wait a few more days and I could get a ride on it with joy^^. Erm...nothing happened, so -ended- hehe...

Wed- Er...today was quite an interesting day as I could attened a lesson because of the teacher that taught us, he was nice and with sense of humor, who knows he wasnt nice at that day and released his temper at us, of course we also didnt wrong also so, we deserved it. But then. at least I got a lesson from his advice, that was... respect, responsible, logical thinking. But then it was quite good then, at least we realize what we had done. Er...later had a football match with friends. ^^ very interesting as i could perform my best to play...i was rather satisfied as I knew i was better than the very very last time hehe. So...feeling so greatz that moment...only scorred a goal for myself but it was a precious one^^

Thus- Today not a bad day, but it was a bad weather for this early morning, storm breaks the early calm morning, but with shiny, bright, peace, and of course rather hot afternoon. But then , it was quite nice for mea s I rode car to school, but seems not a good matter for motorcyclists as they need to rush to school to avoid the downpour. But today nothing happened, ah...my friend who was just stop his studies from now on to continue his multimedia design courses at provate college. So...rather sad because lost a friend to be joint at school. Hmmm...today I was just felt want to complete my blog and stop extend the time for blog the old entries. I felt it was not my style as I hate it. Ok...that's for all...good luck guys^^