Snap the way they are.

Recently I felt that penang do have some interesting and nice sky comparing to Sabah. I thought Sabah sky is far away better than my hometown but i managed to see the difference and captured some pics. Now, i knew that Penang also have the sky as Sabah^^ take a look, it’s Penang! ^^

The sky was captured in front of Queensbay mall.

“Face up to the heaven…”

Another was captured near Sg. Nibong area.

Four sky crappers-condos along the road to Batu Ferringghi.

Guess what… I WAS ON THE PLANE…to Penang.

Hmm…I tried to capture more interesting pic to make normal things outstanding. Surely, a nice camera will let you capture the best moment you’ll ever had. ^^

B.o.r.e.d.

Today was a bored day for me, as unusual i woke up late which is around 1140am, which was a very very damn very unusual routine for me. When i woke up, i knew today would be a damn boring day as the morning looked so gloomy and hazy. Just hate it...lolz...

I wanted to go out in the afternoon, but no where to go... and lazy, felt sleepy, a bit tired...

I wish I can search something to do while i was online, who knows...the internet speed damn slow...and again causing me sleepy...

I wish i can sms someone, but aih...what the heck...

and i spent 3 hours to take a nap during evening... I felt good after then, I ate lots...i need more endorphin, but still the same, nothing much changed...

I still have plenty of works to be done, I shouldn't procrastinate my task, but seems i need to have more motivation to make me keep moving on. But still... the same old me.

Anyway, tomorrow hope i can wake up earlier and then have a good breakfast, make me a good kick start. My +fav^^

Ok then, goodnight ^^ and good day~^^

I feel calm, some’how’…

Today, the another day for me to sit for the Berunding final test paper. Somehow, i tried hard to give my best for that paper, and also it dint turn me down but I have tried my best after all. No regrets… Then after then my friend called up, calling me for a run at the stadium. And i agreed with him, and both of us later headed to the stadium and ran, (I have no mood to run for even 2 laps but my friend told me that “hmm…lets run for 8 laps”, and i answered “ok…” then i put away that laziness and ran until the final laps).

Phew…luckily my stamina still ok, that i managed to complete the 8 laps. Its been 2 months that i didnt go train for my stamina due to laziness and also bunch of silly assignments >.<# Then we headed for my long waited dinner, haha…vegetarian ^^. During the meal, we had talk lots of things while dining in. Its been a long time that me and him get such a long chat since the busy period along the past few weeks. Then after we went to ODEC, ah…nice place especially during night time with a cold wind blow over you( but too bad the wind is a bit salty and also not so cold T.T) Then we spent some time there, talk talk talk…apa pun talk la until talk till London Bridge la. During that moment, i have lots of flashback and thoughts, and suddenly i felt so calm, maybe i have someone to share my silly stuffs and still he listened to me patiently.

It would be weird right why my title which has the word some’how’ instead of somehow. I suddenly think that this word is appropriate with what had happened today. I would not reluctant to mention my friend’s name whom spent the time with me for the day from evening till night that i mentioned above, his name is my buddy room mate – Kok How. Hmm… he is somekind of a mature person with a tough will that will motivate him to do whatever he wants and also a very hardworking guy whom i impress with his efforts had been put in to learn something. That night we shared lots of things and also experience, and felt lots better during this tension period. Seems friends are best to have in our life, instead of wealthy only.

So, today had been a pleasant day for me since my next paper will be on the coming Wednesday. Although i still have plenty of time but i have to work hard la, or else sure die la…haha…anyway good day everyone ^^

Currently listening to : Snow Patrol - Run

mood: calm, steady, tired, fresh, but hot…

iMusic

Recently i listen to mandarin songs more than jpop and jrock, i dont know what makes me listen to mandarin songs, but i think the main reason is i know how to read chinese word instead of hiragana. Also some of the reason that I have an intention to collect the old mandarin songs i like so much, so i listen to them quite often recently. Also, maybe my pc contains too much of eng songs, mandarin songs, jpop( no need to say la) so i want to listen all of them and starts to realize their lyrics existence in the songs. Although i listen to jpop much but mostly i have to find the translation for the lyrics. Maybe recently i use TTPlayer much so i able to find lyrics in an easy way ^^.

I realize some songs which are not so popular are meaningful for their lyrics. Many of the popular songs although nice melody but carry meaningless lyrics. This same as jpop and jrock, but not meant to all of the songs la XD. Nice songs, i keep, lame songs, very sorry la XP…

I wonder what would my life be without music. I tested myself before during my training for the National Service, that moment I very seldom contacted with music, so… i think it would be no harm for me. But then, i think that listen to music is a leisure relaxation for me, although i used my laptop and my lovely headset to listen songs only… Dive into the songs, and feel the songs, thats the point of being relax ^^

In this world, music dominates this 21st century especially when the music industries grows huge recently because of many many media that can play music everywhere you are and even where ever you are. So, have you wondered if you can listen all songs around the world, it would be a great success if you can do that. But i think, it is almost impossible… We probably cant listen all the songs we want to, but we can select the one we like and let them be part of our life, thats my point of view for enjoying the music. You like the music, and the fact is you like it, and no one can deny it. Just listen to the correct songs, and im sure it will make your life better and colorful^^

Hmm…craps here LOLz…~ anyway makes today better to get for the best for tomorrow ^^

Currently listening to : 新興宗教楽団NoGoD - あの日の空は極彩で

mood: relax, fresh mind, light mood, steady.

bloggyphine.

Lately i felt the need to blog, i don't know why, maybe I'm starting to know myself better that i shouldn't be that lazy and also being a time wiser, also being someone who doesn't procrastinate.

Few days left before reaching 1st & 2nd of April which is the date I'm afraid the most because it will be the days for my assignment submission period. Until now, i just completed almost 65% of my overall assignments. And now its already 28-03-09. And yet i still have some activity to join, hmm…

I try to sleep just enough, use the shortest time to do a thing in effective way. Not to waste any minute even seconds. Eat more, just the way to get some ‘leisure relaxation’ for me. ‘ Yam cha’ recently already be my favourite past time to share thoughts with friends, talk with friends in a relaxing state. What a leisure relaxation…

Yesterday while I was singing a song, suddenly i wish to quote something bear in my mind during my singing…

没有学问，啊。。。无脸见爹娘。

I think i quote from an old song that we used to sing during our childhood. Try to think im sure you knew what song that i meant. Anyway, that sentence became clearer in my mind, so i was stunned by a second, and think what is that sentence about. I think i have thought something…although it is just a simple sentence, but most of the time, we forgot the simplest things that we used to be…

Tonight is the night of 60 Earth Hour, at 830pm, lasts for an hour, for me, i will shut down my pc…and let the earth enjoy the peace for being ‘a lower electric energetic state’. Im not sure whether my university will join this campaign but I just do what i can do. Hope i will not forget that earth hour.

We are human, today we may be a good person, tomorrow we might be a bad man. Today we can be lazy, but will be a enthusiasm person in everything in the next day. What type are you depends on what you think of what you want to be. No one knows what you want to be, no one knows what are you the next day. You are the sign board, only the signboard assigned by you will drive you to the destination where you want to be.

You conclude yourself, i have no idea at all…^^ yet today is a great day to begin with^^

Currently listening to ガゼット - Without a Trace

mood: energetic, happy, glad, cheerful…^^

Tired…really…x2

Recently im really tired like hell, its not because of a bunch of books needed to study at once, but the lack of time managing my stuffs, such as arranging meeting for assignments, and also some time needed to do my homework. But mostly the most difficult part is meeting for completing a certain task.

I think it was the day before yesterday, i was totally exhausted and hmm…ive slept for 20 hours for that day, but not continuously la… and then the next day indeed energetic but my energy was used in compiling darn programming assignment. I hate that because i don't know much of it, and I have to spend lots of time to understand it and then apply it. It is not hard actually, just that it takes time for me to do that assignment. aih…~

2nd thing is - math quiz, which i don't really take much time to prepare it as I'm kinda lazy to have a kick-start with it although the quiz just takes only 2 chapters. But finally i kick-started already, but maybe im too late to get ready for the quiz as i just started doing the revision at the night before the quiz on the morning after that night. LOLz… so lastly, i ended up a chapter only, and…during the quiz, pathetically, i knew to answer half of the paper only, that is so called stupid la LOLz… (maybe i should see through the next chapter, perhaps i knew how to do it…) anyway, just a reminder for myself not to kick start a task in such 11th hour.

Now, it rains…for me, raining period at evening time gives you a relaxing moment for staying calm at home, then just thinking nothing but just listening to the sound of drops hit every objects on ground. But now its around 630pm, the atmosphere is totally cold, quiet, relaxing moment, but still im thinking of my assignments that haven't settled yet. I want to move on, but in slow pace, really… I was thinking the date of all assignment submission date is going to cut down day by day. And, i know i cant just leave a slow pace for myself. I try to strive hard for everything i grab in my hand. I wont let it be unless i want it to be. So now, im sitting in front of my pc at my room, listening to some songs. Although im kinda sleepy now, but i try to arrange my time using my kokonut. Just hope that tomorrow will be better ^^

So, strive hard for everything so not leave any regrets…~^^

Currently listening to ClearVeil – REBORN (new album) - Iro No Kaketa Sakura

mood: tired, steam, sleepy, miserable, confuse, afraid…

Shortest entry EVER!!!

I took some time reading through my previous entries.
I laughed...and felt that.."is that the real me???"
LOLz...
It's like im reading a story, with different chapters of oneself (even i knew its me, but something that im almost forgot)...
Suddenly i felt that, hmm... at least i, myself better than myself from the past...
Anyway, im almost forgot im not alone la, still got friends and family...
I dint mean im lost now but just felt a little bit stupid only...

I just realize that ive been blogging for 3 years already. And it seems almost 4 years already...

Anyway gotta go now, see ya ^^

untitled - null - void - blank - WATCH~

Sometimes, i felt nothing, i heard nothing, i see nothing, but i can imagine something. It is an ordinary or even routine task for my brain.

Sometimes, i felt that... even im not thinking anything, i would spend the whole day thinking that blank thing.

Sometimes, Im really ok, even my brain is working well, but then my instinct told me that "this is not ok la..."

Sometimes, little changes of yourself may change the whole thing within yourself. It can be good or even bad.

Sometimes, what i wrote here is eventually all bullshit. Because, i know myself more than you do. Because of this, I need to take care myself well before others.

Anyway, this is just my recent thoughts. Nothing to specify much, just that felt a bit confused,anxious,worry bla bla bla...

I wrote this entry now while my brain thinks nothing. But still the wording still came out from my heart but not my brain. Sometimes i felt kinda tired, not because of physically stress but also mentality stress. Im a worker or even follower and i wont be easily stress out, but if you wanna me think this think that, i would surrender... is it my brain spoiled jor???

Everyone in this earth owns their 24 hours time per day, fully utilized without wasting it surely make you a great day. But then...i wondered how much time ive used to make myself more and more??? Something called 'Laziness' found me and followed me, I want to leave it, but...bla bla bla...

I wore a watch lately, just a reminder for myself that time is precious and do let myself be in time for every event or activity but not on time. Watch is sometimes like a pulse, secondary artificial pulse that make you have the sense of time. Although im not having an expensive well known watch but my watch which is analog, "ticks, ticks, ticks," every moment every single minute while in a silent atmosphere makes me think of time still goes by, even you are doing something or even nothing. Watch helps you watch the time, watch helps you lots of things. Watch helps you watch the furious of the rate of the time flow. So, do not underestimate the existence of analog watch ^^ (hmm...this is what i think using my brain...)

I got a story, perhaps next time, i will be here again...so tata~^^